feiming wrote:
To be honest with you, it is heart wrenching to write this story, sometimes my eyes are filled with tears while writing or even thinking about it.why our fathers haven't written too much about their ordeal? because it is too painful for them to write, and they are also afraid of the potential trouble if they write.
I haven't shown this piece to my father yet, but next month,i will show it to him as a birthday gift.

我一直想为什么他们那辈人，特别是文人，写自己那辈子，那时代的那么少？
不是没有道理的。