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被禁影片：我虽死去(1)
DWNEWS.COM-- 2007年4月5日11:50:19(京港台时间) --多维新闻网
原定于三月底在云南举行的一项电影节，被临时通知取消了。据主办者透露，取消的原因主要是因为下面这部记录文革时期的影片：《我虽死去》。(chinesenewsnet.com)
《我虽死去》招贴(chinesenewsnet.com)
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影片的导演是大陆独立电影人胡杰，电影叙述了文革时北京师大女附中党总支书记、副校长卞仲耘女士被红卫兵折磨致死的经过，主述者是死者的丈夫，年逾八旬的王晶尧老先生。卞仲耘是第一个被红卫兵打死的教师。(chinesenewsnet.com)
电影虽然在大陆未能面世，但很快进入Youtube。(chinesenewsnet.com)
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同时，《卞仲耘之死─皇家女校校长被打致死案真相》即将出版上市：(chinesenewsnet.com)
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一所有「皇家女校」之称的的中学，毛泽东、刘少奇、邓小平到部委、军队、民主党派的高级干部，许多高官的千金在此校就读。毕业於燕大，从太行山进城的卞仲耘，在这所学校呕心沥血肩负着培养"直接接班人"的重任。(chinesenewsnet.com)
在这里上演的杀人的悲闹剧却令人胆战心惊！一群红色公主学生活活把自己的校长打死。牵连的内幕与背景就不是一般武斗死人案所能比。(chinesenewsnet.com)
死者的丈夫在第一时间用一架照相机，记录下死者的惨状、家庭的悲哀和行凶者罪证。这一绝无仅有壮举，为历史保留了一份珍贵的档案……(chinesenewsnet.com)
该书还附录了相关权威人士的说法，也有包括邓小平邓榕胡启立与该校此事件关连的历史原始资料……
- posted on 04/07/2007
Youtube确实是个好东西。它保留并传播了许多可能被永远压抑下去的声音。它以及互联网似乎正在现实《第三次浪潮》作者近30年前所预言的大众媒体的发达对民主进程的推动。
不过文革似乎仍在以不同的方式，以更惨烈的程度在世界其它地方重演。下面CNN今天的一段报导就是明证。
值得注意的是，美国这个世界上最大的民主国家或许给了世界一个民主的模式，但也给它带来了更大的问题。这个问题不仅限于人权本身，而且涉及到了人类最基本的生存权利。全球温室效应的影响将远远超过任何制度（包括独裁）能给人类带来的灾难。在这个问题前，任何其它问题都显得“不重要”了。
BAGHDAD, Iraq (AP) -- In 2003, when Saddam Hussein ruled Iraq, a woman named Hamdiyah al-Dulaimi had three handsome sons. They were good men with wives and families, the shining accomplishments of her life.
In hindsight, it was a much better life than she realized at the time. Most certainly better than it is now, four years after the fall of Baghdad.
On April 9, 2003, the people of the city cheered invading U.S. soldiers in the city square. Leaders of the coalition troops promised liberty, freedom and life without tyranny.
But Baghdad still has none of those things. And al-Dulaimi has no sons.
One day last spring, a dozen men in black uniforms knocked down her door. They screamed "Filthy Sunnis!" and handcuffed her sons, Haqqi, 39, Qais, 37, and Ali, 31.
"Why? What did my boys do?" the mother cried as the gunmen dragged their new prisoners across the floor.
Al-Dulaimi dropped to her knees, clinging to the ankles of a kidnapper. She begged, kissing his shoes. "At least leave me one. Take the other two. Leave me one."
They beat her unconscious with their gun stocks and took her sons.
The next day, her sons' corpses were on the sidewalk. Haqqi's body was headless. The bodies of Qais and Ali had been mutilated; some parts were missing.
Like so many others, their grieving mother fled -- to Syria, in her case.
She left behind deprivation and corruption, mayhem and madness. Baghdad is a city that is hemorrhaging many of its best and brightest, while many of those left behind are brutalized and traumatized.
Notwithstanding Sen. John McCain's stroll through a city market last week -- "Things are better," he insisted -- Iraqis wonder: Can a place where men blow themselves up in street markets, cars explode at traffic lights and kidnappings occur in broad daylight ever recover? (Watch McCain assess security in Baghdad )
There is a way out, say historians and sociologists. South Africa went on after the horrors of apartheid, in large part because of reconciliation hearings headed by Nobel Prize winner Archbishop Desmond Tutu.
In the same way, Rwanda tried to reach beyond the machetes that hacked to death 800,000 Tutsis, putting the Hutus who wielded them in the same room with their victims' families.
Such methods take years, and nothing can be done until the fighting stops.
"It's one of those terrible situations where you are at first aghast that such things could happen," said Jack Goldstone, a sociologist at George Mason University in Virginia who specializes in international conflict. "And then you realize that people are people and they've been doing this kind of thing forever and it's not the end of the world. People do go on."
But, "for any of this to occur, there has to be a settlement that provides security for the people of Iraq," he cautioned. "And we're a long way from that."
Doctors, other professionals flee for their lives
Missing are the simple things that feed body and soul: drinkable water that flows from a tap, electricity that stays on, movie theaters that open, booksellers with new books.
Also missing are an ever-growing number of doctors, professors and teachers -- "the brain of Baghdad," as the Iraqis say.
There is no official record of the number of professionals who have fled. There are only anecdotes -- an Iraqi doctor now living in Jordan who says 80 percent of his colleagues ran for their lives, an architect in Baghdad who says 30 percent of her fellow designers are gone.
Dr. Haidr al-Maliki, a specialist in child psychology, is a guarded but compassionate man. For him, leaving Iraq is not an honorable option. "If I leave and all the other doctors leave, all the hospitals would be closed," he said. "We have to take care of our people. Death can come in any country."
It has already come calling for al-Maliki, but the visit was unsuccessful. A 16-year-old "fine looking boy" walked into his clinic in 2005 and asked, "Are you Dr. Haidr?"
"Yes," said al-Maliki. With that, the teenager produced a pistol and opened fire. The doctor dived under his desk; he was shot twice, in the hand and shoulder.
The doctor never returned to his clinic. Instead, he now works out of a hospital in central Baghdad. The flashbacks he suffers from the shooting are horrible, he says, but sometimes they help him empathize with his young patients. They have no coping mechanisms and no way to process what is happening around them.
There is the 16-year-old girl who was abducted in February outside her school in a Sunni neighborhood. She was beaten and kept in a room for nine days with about 20 other kidnapped girls and forced to sleep next to the corpse of another victim.
The parents of al-Maliki's patient paid $20,000 -- the going rate in ransom negotiations -- for her safe return. She is seriously damaged -- terrified of darkness and the nightmares that come with sleep, hostile and aggressive when she is awake.
There is little al-Maliki can do except listen and offer words of calm comfort. But at least he is still there.
- Re: 琚褰辩墖锛氭垜铏芥鍘�posted on 04/07/2007
民主是个好东西，但也不能过度。这个度不好掌握。
美国人无边无际地满足自己私欲的生活模式是全世界最丑陋的。
maliki是道德之神的复原。
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